i feel content, in doubt, but still content. I refuse to focus on the bad. I have good friends, good surroundings, good life. Ya Allah if you ever going to take this away from me, please take it away gently. Every night I go down to see people I cherish, to see people who are as excited to see me. The feeling I can only find in my hometown now I've found it nearer to me. A bunch of people I'd call a do or die. And I'd come up in the morning every fucking day like a one night stand from different guys. But it's the same people, doing the same stupid shit, having a laugh over smallest things. I no longer feel as lost as I used to be a month ago. And the best part of it, I still manage to go to class and get my work done. These the type of people I wish to keep for the rest of my life.

yours truly, the happiest version of me