midday thoughts

Sometimes it all hurts too much. It hurts to pretend that it doesn't keep you awake at night. It hurts to pretend it doesn't make you cry in the middle of the day. It hurts to pretend that I don't care. 

Too sensitive and people won't like being around you. Say how you feel all the time and people will just be annoyed to be friends with you. Compromise and be understanding, that's what i've been telling myself. Put everyone else before you but nobody talks about how painful it can be, to silently sit at the side and watch how things you don't want to happen happen. 

No one deserves to feel this way and I try my best not to make anyone around me to feel so but everyone around me doesn't seem to bother that i feel like this.