There are the ugly days. The ugliest ones makes you feel the shittiest the most. Sometimes you just want them to be there, their presence, right in front of you even without anything to say. But even a "no" with a very much valid reason can make you tear up.
Personally the worst feeling is when they're hurting, and there's nothing you can do. How far they are from you just adds salts to the wound. You'll feel like you just want him in your arms more than anything in the world, but you can't.
There are even days when you're hurting, and they don't even know. Sometimes you just don't want to tell, you just want them to know on their own.
It isn't all gloomy days. It's sometimes also the best thing that has ever happened to you. The littlest things keep you up at night. The smallest gestures make you smile the widest.
Time feels so fast when you're with them, it's unbelievable.
But that's the thing when you give someone you're everything, it's scary. The inevitable truth of getting hurt, it haunts you and gets to you at your weakest.
