a falling Pheonix

I know I sometimes can get a little speechless about something, but this time I truly am. No words could describe the Hell I had to go through to get here. I had to lose a few people only to gain a couple of great ones. Strangers had to deliver me bad news regarding the people I trust the most. Although I had moments when I felt like I a rising Phoenix, I still hated every second of it.

I think the most painful part of it was realising I had become weaker. The slightest thing can break me. I had support, I just couldn't help myself and that made me feel worse.