What holds you back?
My mental health. My mental health causes all my insecurities and stops me from doing or say what I want. All the opportunities that were presented to me are never achieved because of my mental health.
Five things to do less often.
1. Eat!!
2. Spending money!!
3. Thinking too much :(
4. Obsessing over what one particular person think of me
5. Procrastinating
How have you changed in the past year?
I like to think that I’ve grown in many ways. I guess I think more before taking action, but only with certain people. I’ve also gotten sicker, sadly. I’ve gotten angrier, sadder and so much resentment in me, mostly towards myself. I guess without the right coping mechanism I could really be going down. I also learned to appreciate people more, what it would feel like to lose them. I’ve known the difference between want and need, well, still working on that.
Your playlist right now?
1. BENEE - WISHFUL THINKING
2. JESSIE REYEZ - COFFIN
3. ARIZONA ZERVAS - HOMIES
4. KAASH PAIGE - LOVE SONG REMIX
5. MEGHAN TRAINER - WAVE
6. AUDREY MIKA - Y U GOTTA B LIKE THAT
7. SUMMER WALKER - DRUNK DIALLING
8. FLORENCE + THE MACHINE - KISS WITH A FIST
9. MADISON BEER - SELFISH
10. ALLIE X - DEVIL I KNOW
11. TATE MCRAE - THAT WAY
A few small things that make you happy.
1. Drawing
2. Writing
3. Getting ready
4. The feeling of finishing an assignment
5. A friend who misses me
