I was doing okay, I genuinely was. Even I was weirded out about it because I remembered being swallowed by depression for almost four months just trying to accept the fact that I am never able to be loved by another human being, but with you, I am still sad but I know I’m doing better.
Comes August 1st, National Girlfriend Day. I wasn’t bothered by it or any of people’s posts but my phone rang and I was wished, and before I knew it, food was already on the way. It made me happy, and nervous, and that butterflies that I’ve been longing to have for quite some time. And I immediately came back to my senses. Nothing changed. We’re never changing. And I forgot about that for a split second and that made me sad. The realization hit me harder than ever and now I truly don’t know what to feel.
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