good days, bad days

This is actually a self appreciation post. I've had my bad days, my worst days and day I don't talk about. But in between there are days I feel good about myself, physically and mentally. Even if it lasts half an hour, I guess I know the feeling of loving myself. 

I'm proud with how much I've grown mentally, how matured I am now. I used to silly and reckless, and take things too personally. I know how to control my emotions better now. I know how to take care of other people's feelings but never to theirs above mine. 

I guess throughout the years I've built some confidence, even physically. I have days I feel good about my outfit or hair even if it turns out bad at the end of the day. I've also gained more confidence with how I talk, how I feel and how I express myself. 

The worst days that I mention earlier are constantly there but I think that's okay. Everybody goes through it. Days I question myself, days I'm selfish for no reason even days I shut everyone out. But for myself everyday is a progress and I guess that's all that matters. 

This sounds like a motivational speech lmfao I did not mean for it to turn out this way lol