I've never felt like this in any point of my life. I feel so so happy yet so fucking scared. I feel so loved yet scared of loving. I am surrounded by great friends and I've never felt this before. Is this how it's supposed to feel? Are we suppose to wake up each day missing them? or scared they'll go away?
I'm still trying to figure out what I did in life to deserve them. I'm still trying to fix myself so I can be good enough for them but they keep reminding me that I already am.
Is this what they meant when they say you could somebody so much until it hurts? It hurts so bad to be away from them. It hurts so bad to miss them. It hurts so bad to be around them and being scared that the moment will pass.
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ride or die
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