I was so carefree last year
Looking back at last year, i was so content, so carefree, so oblivious. I hate thinking about it. I hate remembering how I was able to feel that content. I hate how much I long to feel that again but I just can’t. I know why, but I cant say it, I wont admit it. I constantly feel like it’s my fault. It’s my fault i feel this way. I can be happy i just chose to be un happy. I fill my head with lies everyday, telling myself this is only temporary. It is not temporary as long as i keep lying to myself about what’s making me so dreadful.
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