college

It's been five semesters and I'm still tired. Not all the time but I feel like it's always there. If I'm lucky enough, I won't feel sad at the same time but that's unusual. 

Some days I'm excited to wake up, other days just makes me want to lie in bed day after day after day. I'm not depressed as far as I'm concern. I mean, the signs are there but I don't think I am. I know how it feels like to be tired of living and this isn't it. 

I get tired of the commitments, responsibilities and I guess interaction in general. I'm not giving up. I just wanna take a pause. I just want everything to stop for a moment and let me breathe.