I am so angry, so sad, so disappointed. What is wrong with me? What do I do that is constantly so bad it makes people go away? It makes people despise me, even the ones that cared for me turns their back on me. Was I selfish or were they? In my head i try my best to think of the best way to do something but it always turns out bad. I always end up being the bad guy. Was i that evil in my past life or do i just don’t deserve consistent happiness in this life?