Things you should know about me
1. There will always be things I am too afraid to say out loud. If you ever want to know the truth, ask me to write about you.
2. Sometimes I try to convince myself I don’t believe in love so that maybe I won’t get hurt. It never works.
3. The only way I know how to calm myself down is to imagine the worst physical pain I could cause myself. I would never do it but anything hurts less than allowing my heart to break itself.
4. From the ages of fourteen to sixteen I spent every day wanting to die. I don’t know if I could survive being that bad again.
5. I will never tell people what I want from them. I will never tell what I need from them either.
6. Of all the things I’m afraid of nothing scares me more than losing someone I love.
7. I usually hate falling asleep next to other people.
8. I don’t like to drive because I’m worried I’m going to crash the car or worried I’m going to want to crash the car.
9. I am afraid and unsure of everything. Except for you.
10. I feel everything at once or nothing at all. I’m not sure which is worse.
11. I always thought I’d grow up to be a writer. When I was younger I’d write stories but I could never finish them. Happy endings are something I have never been able to do
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