happy birthday

hii and happy birthday!! I was just going to write a simple wish but a friend told me to pour my heart so that's what I'm going to do. 

you mean a lot to me. i never planned it to be that way but it just did. and the fact that we never don't talk as much as we used to breaks my fucking heart. i know that it's nothing but i can't help but to feel otherwise. i can't help but to feel i did something wrong. 

the little time we spent together, i had so much plans tbh, what to do, what to buy, but to execute it now would be a little awkward. 

i know it's unfair for me to say this on your birthday but never had the intentions to make you feel other than happy. 

so happy birthday. i really do wish good things for you in life. it's what you deserve :)